So I got to talk to John David again today.. I was actually awake this time so I remember what he told me.. Well most of it anyway.. He just flew in to another area and from there was suppose to be transported to their permanent location, but somehow was sent to the wrong location in the first place.. Hopefully they will make it there tomorrow..

All is well here in the middle of no where.. I can't really say I did much today because I don't think I really did anything.. Still the day went by really fast so I'm happy.. I've started to run and walk 3 to 4 miles a day.. I have never sweat so much in my life.. But it has felt really good and I hope with this extra running and the work outs I do with my friend every night I will start getting more fit.. We shall see..

Last night I watched the finale of the Bachelor.. I really wanted Emily to win all the way until the final dates.. Then I just thought that Shantell would be such better match with Brad.. I was sad she was dumped.. At least it wasn't like the post from todays big thing I posted.. Haha. That would have been funny if she was coming up in the limo and saw.. Got all freaked out and happy and then BAM! Just kidding.. Haha.. But yeah.. I'm almost 100% sure Emily and Brad won't last..

Well I am sure you all just loved this post so I shall go.. Until tomorrow.........

Sleep Talk

John David called me last night.. I was amazed and extremely happy.. It was so good to hear his voice and know that he was safe.. If you asked me what we talked about I really couldn't tell you.. He called at 2 in the morning.. I must have had some things to say because this morning I checked my call log and it says I talked to him for 20 minutes.. hmmmm.. HA! But I do remember him calling and that makes me really happy.. :)

Today I had my annual Dr. check up.. It took forever.. Two hours.. I had to get some blood drawn :( I thought to help I would indulge in some Taco Bell.. Yum.. I really regret it now though... I'm pretty sure that is not going to help me get into shape.. Oh and I found out I've grown 3 inches in the past couple years and also my scale is broken.. I weight five more pounds than I thought.. I DON'T WANT TO GROW UP!!!!!!

Today I also stopped in at a travel agency to look at some vacations for JD's leave.. I really don't know where I want to go.. I gave here my budget, told them I wanted somewhere warm with a beach, All inclusive, and not a child in sight.. I can't wait to see what they come up with.. Any ideas from you..

Thanks everyone for your comments and email about yesterdays post.. It meant a lot..

Till tomorrow, Jess

Catching up..

So it's been 4 1/2 months since I've last written in this.. Since then I have move from Phoenix to the middle of no where Dunbar, WI.. My husband has officially bee deployed.. I have only sold one item in my Etsy shop and Well I'm still poor.. I can't believe I have been living here for almost five months.. That is just crazy.. It hasn't actually been all that bad.. I have found one friend who comes over every night to work out with me.. Though I have yet to lose any weight or fat.. But I have had lots of time to do scrapbooking, reading, and work on my new and upcoming Etsy store.. Its going to be called "Rising Threat".. In it I have hand beaded sports logos that can be snapped on to a handmade home and away jersey.. I guess you'll just have to see when I open it.. Hopefully within the next week or so..

Some really frustrating things since I've moved.. I feel like I have no where to go when I get frazzled.. I really miss my husband.. It sucks being alone.. You know I haven't had a single person ask me how I am doing.. JD has been getting all sorts of support.. I mean come on, he volunteered to do this.. Not me.. Yeah its nice he is getting support and prayer but what the heck.. I am having a way harder time than he is and it pisses me off that no one gives a crap about me.. By the way everyone, I'm still devastated and in shock and am alone left in the middle of no where with no friends or job or anything to really make me happy.. Thanks for asking..

On a not so "I hate people for not caring" topic, I have a dream.. Some people dream of becoming famous or being a doctor or having a huge family.. Nope, my dream is to flip houses.. In GA preferably.. I love decorating and I love making things that look like crap better again.. I will do this.. Well Lord willing.. But by the time I am 30 I will have flipped and sold at least two houses.. This is my dream.. Hopefully soon it will be reality..