Catching up..

So it's been 4 1/2 months since I've last written in this.. Since then I have move from Phoenix to the middle of no where Dunbar, WI.. My husband has officially bee deployed.. I have only sold one item in my Etsy shop and Well I'm still poor.. I can't believe I have been living here for almost five months.. That is just crazy.. It hasn't actually been all that bad.. I have found one friend who comes over every night to work out with me.. Though I have yet to lose any weight or fat.. But I have had lots of time to do scrapbooking, reading, and work on my new and upcoming Etsy store.. Its going to be called "Rising Threat".. In it I have hand beaded sports logos that can be snapped on to a handmade home and away jersey.. I guess you'll just have to see when I open it.. Hopefully within the next week or so..

Some really frustrating things since I've moved.. I feel like I have no where to go when I get frazzled.. I really miss my husband.. It sucks being alone.. You know I haven't had a single person ask me how I am doing.. JD has been getting all sorts of support.. I mean come on, he volunteered to do this.. Not me.. Yeah its nice he is getting support and prayer but what the heck.. I am having a way harder time than he is and it pisses me off that no one gives a crap about me.. By the way everyone, I'm still devastated and in shock and am alone left in the middle of no where with no friends or job or anything to really make me happy.. Thanks for asking..

On a not so "I hate people for not caring" topic, I have a dream.. Some people dream of becoming famous or being a doctor or having a huge family.. Nope, my dream is to flip houses.. In GA preferably.. I love decorating and I love making things that look like crap better again.. I will do this.. Well Lord willing.. But by the time I am 30 I will have flipped and sold at least two houses.. This is my dream.. Hopefully soon it will be reality..